Want to know how to make yourself feel even older when you turn 40? I have a couple of methods to try.
1.) Have 6 teeth yanked from your mouth and get a partial. Not only do you talk like the senior citizens that you talk to on the phone and get frustrated because you can’t understand them, you get to buy dental supplies like them. You get to buy the fizzy dental tabs and the snazzy trays to soak them in. You get to use two tooth brushes because you can’t use toothpaste on the partial. And, you get to feel like an old hag. And, I am not referring how I look. It’s how I feel. Shoot, I smile really big at Jerry without the teeth. I even handed him my partial to check out last night. And, I don’t get to eat fun food for a while. Eventually I will. But, while I am healing, I must be gentle. It sucks. I want steak, beef jerky and a bacon cheese burger. It won’t happen for a long while.
2.) Your dad comments to your husband about the grey hair on the back of your head. I like my greys. I earned them damn it. I have a cluster at the front that I hope will eventually turn into a streak. And, he was teasing. And any other time, I would have laughed along.
3.) Aunt Flo also came to visit ON my birthday. I really shouldn’t complain. My periods are getting lighter and lighter. But, for a woman fighting her head against her heart, it is a blow to the heart. It means my body is starting the process of shutting down my baby making machine.
I have never been bothered by a birthday until now. But, at least I get sympathy and medication this time.
(I wrote this and thought I had saved it as a draft here on the blog. But, alas, it did not save. I was relieved to find I had saved it on the computer! Hence why it is being posted late.)